I used to worry a lot about who I'll be when I grow up. Like how much money I'd make， or someday I bee some big deal. Sometimes the things you want the most doesn't happen， and sometimes the thing you never expect happen does. Like giving up my job in Chicago and everything， and deciding to stay and apply for med school. I don't know - you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet that one person and your life is changed. Forever.
I'm full of shit， OK? I am knowingly full of shit. Because I have never cared about anybody or anything in my entire life， and the thing is everybody have accepted that...like "That's just Jamine."And then you... Jesus ... you didn't see me that way. I have never known anyone who actually believed that I was enough until I met you， and then you made me believing too. So unfortunately， I need you and you need me... Let's just say... that in some alternate universe， there's a couple just like us. Only she is healthy， and he is perfect. And their world is about how much money they are spending on vacation， who's in bad mood that day， or whether or not they're guilty about having a cleaning lady. I don't wanna be those people. I want us. You. This.